Well it has been a long week still in the Renfro house. I took Mandy to the Dr today because she has been NOT sleeping well and last night started having a rash on her face. She hasn't been very pleasant. It is so hard to know what is wrong when they can't tell you. She is normally such a great and content baby that it is hard to see her as anything but. But today her being like this reminded me of how I am towards God.
Most times I try and be content with everything that he puts in front of me, but then there are those times when I am not feeling good or exausted that I totally turn and become an angry, ungrateful human mommy. Rachel asked me today why I was so cranky which I proceeded to tell her that "I'm not" I am just in a bad mood. But then I see myself standing in front of God and saying "yes God I don't care how I am supposed to act, but I want to do it my way. THat is ssoooo hard for me.
Brooke being so much like me I find that I am frustrated alot of the time with her. So please pray for my continued work in this area. Tonight in fact she said that she was going to fill up her water bottle and I gave her the benefit of the doubt. For a 3 year old that was pushing it a little. So after 10 min I went down the hall to check her. She was sitting in the sink washing her feet because they were "dirty". To this I couldn't say anything, but just laugh and smile at this cute innocent little face. She is such a little pixie it is hard not to smile most of the time.
So when you are down this week or next just allow God to take control and he will show you how to control the being frustrated and help with the feeling that nothing is going your way.
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